Coaching, Fertility, Healer, Healing, Health Coach

What a Rollercoaster this Fertility Journey Has Been!🎢

Even though I had surrendered to Divine Timing the last several months, I kept having a feeling this was the month! 🤰🏻
Well last Sunday night I had a dream I got my menstrual cycle, so I woke up Monday feeling emotional knowing it was hormonal, whether PMS or pregnancy…

My vivid dreams usually come true, so I partly knew it wasn’t the right timing, but for the first time in months I had an attachment and expectation. 🤦🏻‍♀️
So of course the emotions took over and I played shitty volleyball Monday morning, which made matters worse since it’s meant to be my HAPPY place… 😢

And the emotions continued to get worse without any reason other than feeling emotional & continuously crying. 😭
I’m a believer in feeling your FEELINGS rather than distracting & suppressing them because what you resist, PERSISTS!

So I allowed myself to be & so thankful for my hubby & good friends for supporting me during these down times as I was able to unfold all the emotions & the attachment I had…
And I hadn’t even gotten my menstrual cycle yet! 😱

Tuesday I wake up & I noticed my cycle may be starting, but I was 5 days early! 😳
Not normal for me… 😒

So I took a pregnancy test to at least get off that fence of uncertainty, cuz that’s just a painful place to be! 😖
It was negative, and even though I already knew & haven’t been emotional about it in MONTHS, I balled yet again! 😭
Shortly after my cycle started, yes 5 days early & who knows why. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Expectations will always create disappointment & I KNOW this, yet sometimes those human emotions take over. 🥺
I’m back to being HIGH VIBING & still KNOW we’re meant to be parents more than ever now! 🥰

SURRENDERING yet again and have set my week’s intentions to JOY, since that was my Angel Card Intuitive Reading this week for those of you in my 𝗛𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝗩𝗶𝗯𝗲 𝗦𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁 𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲 or watch me LIVE on Instagram Mondays! 🔮💖💫
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