They say you’re dealt only that which you can handle…
And our souls are here to ascend to the next level, over and over! ✨
Well apparently I’m here to ascend quite a bit because DAMN my soul signed up for lots of extreme experiences! 😝🤣
One thing I know though and what I always say is:
The greater the PAIN & STRUGGLE… 😖😭😩
The greater the GAIN & GRATITUDE! 🥰🥹😍
Because with extreme PAIN & STRUGGLE, there will be a balance to the other side of extreme GAIN & GRATITUDE… 🎭
Just like a pendulum when swung one way, it will always swing equally to the other side! ⚖️
I’m so clear I would not be doing what I do today, empowering others to MASTER Self Empowerment & Self HEALing, shifting their MINDset from FEAR to FAITH, & viewing their experience as a REBIRTH if it wasn’t for the hardest & toughest struggle I went thru: my Brain Tumor HEALing Journey! 🧠❤️🩹💫
I’m sure I would have become a Healer eventually 10-15 years later, but thanks to my REBIRTH I was catapulted to HEAL, grow, & evolve much quicker! 🦸🏻♀️
It was NOT easy, yet so worth it now in hindsight! 🪄💖✨
So when I went in for my ultrasound at the fertility center last Friday even though I had a CLEAR one that was a more invasive exam with my OBGYN just 2 weeks prior, I assumed it was just protocol…
To my surprise, she found several fibroids inside my uterus whereas my OBGYN had only seen fibroids outside my uterus. 🤔
I kept asking the fertility doctor how’s this possible, unfortunately she didn’t have an answer for me. 🤷🏻♀️
I know fibroids don’t grow that fast so someone must be mistaken. 😑
by Louise Hay
There was more said regarding next steps including having a pelvic MRI with contrast, so of course I wanna make sure to have that done the same time as my brain MRI to minimize putting that dye in my body…
And her recommendations to continue with an IUI didn’t make sense to me either based on the information she shared regarding miscarriages that happen with such uterus fibroids. 🤨
I walked out of there confused, furious, sorrowful, and feeling defeated… 🫤🥺🤬🫥
Thankfully Ashkan drove me so as soon as I got in the car, I lost it! 😭
Screaming & crying at the top of my lungs WHY OH WHY am I faced with so many challenges in life?!
Straight victim mode… 😳
I released so many emotions tho! 😮💨
While I was at my appointment, Ashkan had contacted a fertility clinic in Tijuana that his client highly recommended, so once I calmed down & was able to explain what just happened, we called them together to make an appointment for this Wednesday. 🙏🏼
I figured I need a 3rd opinion especially since I keep hitting a dead end with every phone call I make to my fertility clinic, OBGYN, PCP, or other clinics & playing a waiting game bcuz it’s ALL about the female’s CD 1. 🩸😒
Various clinics are booked out until September, my OBGYN is on vacay the week I’m supposed to do this HSG test to check my Fallopian tubes, which can only be done in a 3 day window! 🤦🏻♀️
So I unplugged over the weekend to process & release more, raise my vibe, reprogram subconscious beliefs related to Fibroids & Female Problems with 𝗣𝗦𝗬𝗖𝗛-𝗞®, and connect to my intuition yet again once all emotions had dissipated! 💁🏻♀️
I KNOW this is meant to catapult me once again to my next level of coaching for infertility, which I’m already doing btw in case you could use support during this emotional rollercoaster. ❤️🩹
I now am looking at this challenge as an OPPORTUNITY! 🦸🏻♀️
I KNOW I’m meant to get pregnant! 🤰🏻
And I KNOW we’re meant to be parents to healthy babies or twins even! 💖👶🏻💙👶🏻
So I’m NOT giving up, instead I’m allowing myself to feel ALL my feelings, release them, follow my inner guidance, & have FAITH that the Universe has our back…
Some just are TOUGHER THAN THE REST & I know I’m one of them as is my hubby! 💪🏼
So many women are dealing with infertility these days so sharing is caring… 🤗
Plus I know many relate even if not spoken publicly as I do so I always share to create awareness & provide an opportunity for others that could benefit from 𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗘𝗺𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 & 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗠𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘆, Energy HEALing, and 𝗣𝗦𝗬𝗖𝗛-𝗞® subconscious reprogramming thru their infertility journey! 👶🏻💖💫
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