Lately I haven’t been feeling like my usual HIGH VIBING self due to the birth control pills my fertility doctor has me on to regulate my cycle for the IUI (intrauterine insemination) treatment next cycle and my emotions have been quite amplified. 😬
I feel more sleepy, not as inspired by my passion within me or my WHY, and just feeling BLAH! 😵💫
And then add the full moon and OMG! 🌝
Things that usually flow seem to be off alignment, which had me experience the WORST MRI I’ve had in over 5.5 years to the point that it just became comical, like you just can’t make this sh!t up comical! 🤪
From being delayed 1hr when they said 10mins… 😒
Then as soon as the tech was about to start, the MRI machine stopped working… 🤦🏻♀️
Another delay…
Then next tech wanted to poke me before getting in the machine and couldn’t figure out how to get to my vein since it wasn’t visible, so poked me nervously twice, where the 2nd one made me scream it was so painful! 😖
Next tech took over and thankfully was quick! 💉
Laid down again and immediately felt cold air blasting on my head (not usual btw) and apparently they couldn’t hear me to turn it off before they left the room. 🥶
Kept doing my best to put a positive spin on it and attempted to meditate as usual…🧘🏻♀️
And then the music stopped working, so just loud beeps! 🎧
Still meditated thankfully and finally asked for the cold air to be shutoff the last 10mins when she came back to give me contrast saying she didn’t hear me at all when I asked even though I continued to make this request during the scan as they typically talk with you throughout… I guess I need to yell next time! 🗣️
I left thinking I can’t wait to scream in a pillow because there’s only so much “it’s ok, let it go… everything happens for a reason” I can tell myself…
So as soon as I got in Ashkan’s car, I lost it! 🤬
Primal yelling to RELEASE my anger and thankful for my hubby who brought me food and held space for me to GET IT OUT, explosion style! 💣
Thankfully I have the awareness to notice my triggers and coach myself to determine what meaning I’m giving the events that happen to uncover the new layer of healing…
And with such tools I’m able work thru the feelings and then use 𝗣𝗦𝗬𝗖𝗛-𝗞® to leap out of the FUNK and feel back to being ME within a matter of minutes…like MAGIC! 🪄
Being “hormonal” is a blessing in disguise because it’s thru these tough times that we discover the next layer to HEAL! ❤️🩹
When we’re high vibing, we typically won’t get triggered easily so those layers are hidden and won’t show themselves…
So consider being grateful for those low vibing, emotional moments… 😫
Because they provide a magnifying glass to that next HEALing layer! 🔎
After all, Life is a HEALing Journey and we’re peeling and HEALing one layer at time til the day we transition! ❤️🩹
Allowing yourself to feel the feelings is a HUGE 1st step because we can never be 100% happy go lucky high vibing, but we can set intentions to be that 80% or more of the time! 🥰💖💫
Then having the human experience and emotions the other 20%! 😭🤬🥺😤
So once you’ve gotten some clarity and you’re ready to transform and heal that layer, contact me to work on such challenges & triggers that are stopping you from Living Life to the Fullest in the Face of ANY Circumstance! 🧠💖💫
You’ll be mind blown how quickly you can change and FREE your mind by working with me and becoming your own 𝗠𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿 of 𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗘𝗺𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗶𝗻𝗴! 😍🤯👇🏼