Itβs interesting all the different feelings we go through, the ups and downs, the jumping into the #UncomfortableZone over and OVER again to grow and do the things that once seemed impossible, yet become easier the more we do them.. and then discovering the next uncomfortable thing to do and grow even more, expanding in ways never even thought was possible! π€© And then dealing with the #InternalDialogue, that voice in the bad neighborhood between our ππΌ that THINKS it knows what itβs talking about to keep us small and disempowered π€¦π»ββοΈ and then awareness kicks in to realize that that voice IS NOT US, not our #HighestSelf that is! π And then back to our #Powerful self and feeling so much #gratitude that it pours out through tears of joy… ππ₯°β£
One of my #EnergeticPriorities is EASE & FLOW, which does NOT mean there is no hard work at times… Thankfully I create my own schedule and although there are weeks like last week that I was in major creation π©π»βπ¨ mode, I worked til late every night of the week, even stayed at my computer until 11:30pm on a Friday night π± which used to be my party day in the old days π and even though Iβve made an agreement with myself to work no more than 20hrs a week and have a set schedule for it, Iβm also able renegotiate with myself π especially since my mama is coming to town this week and Iβll be taking all those days off to be fully present with her! π©βπ§π₯°
In the meantime, itβs Monday and Iβm back at it! After having said YES to 4 different talks within a week of each other AND working on my event in September, the creation juices are flowing! π Iβm super #grateful for the skills Iβve developed through my technical background in the last couple decades to allow me to still work with EASE & FLOW! π€© Not to say I donβt get frustrated while learning new technology, but I love figuring things out, problems solving, and most of all GRAPHIC DESIGN! π©π»βπ¨ That part is actually FUN for me, another #Energetic Priority of mine π
BUT on the other side of that #ComfortZone also lies all the thoughts and old patterns, feeling βrejectedβ, and taking Noβs personally… but GUESS WHAT?! None of that π π»ββοΈ will stop me from pursuing my dream of impact peopleβs lives to BE #4EverHealed, have an ideal #HealthyLifestyle, and #LiveTheirLifeToTheFullest in the face of any circumstance through #MindBodySpiritHealing with yours truly ππ»ββοΈ
Have I shed tears? YESβοΈDid I get a sense of OH π© when I sent out a mass email to my contacts?! F YESβΌοΈAnd even felt all kinds of sensations when I received a couple unsubscribes but SO THE F WHATβοΈ Those sensations are just that, SENSATIONS!!! π€·π»ββοΈ Thatβs not going to stop me from making the difference Iβm meant to make on my path of life and for those that donβt get it, or think whatever they think… cool π and βπΌ out with love π…
Itβs not about ME, itβs about PEOPLE! And every time I get a call or text or message from someone telling me what a difference I made in their life, tears π come to my eyes and I KNOW that I just gotta continue breaking through my own insecurities and eventually just like these talks that I used to be soooo scared to even think of doing are now a breeze, so will the next level be! π₯° Iβm committed to my own #Breakthroughs and feeling the feels, which will lead to others working with me to have their OWN #breakthroughs even through the sensations, whether itβs feeling the feels, the pain, disappointment, or whatever else that may come up… it becomes a WIN-WIN situation ππΌ
I once heard if youβre out to make a difference in the world, you gotta be willing to get your heart broken over and OVER again! π I never got what that actually meant before, but now I see it as not really a heart break that weβre used to hearing about in society, but rather being willing to do that thing that tears you up inside out because of all the damn insecurities and layers of caca π© that has been built over our innate self throughout the years and breaking through all that π© to SHINE BRIGHT LIKE THE DIAMOND π and LOVE SO DEEPLY because when there is LOVE present, there is no room for FEAR or JUDGMENT! π¦ππ«
That said, I have two talks coming up this week:
π« DrRed Says Radio Talk Show π«
β° Tuesday the 23rd @ 1-2pm PST
π βLife After Death Sentence, Empowerment Post Cancerβ
π https://www.voiceamerica.com/show/2646/drred-says

π« Becoming Your Greatest Possible Selfπ«
β° Wednesday the 24th @ 11am-12pm PST
π βHow Anuschka Healed Herself from an Avocado Sized Glioblastoma Brain Tumor through Mind Body Spirit Healingβ
π Facebook.com/Th3Burns

And if youβre in Colorado or want to visit Colorado, then THIS IS THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY:
π« Mind Body Spirit Healing Mini Retreatπ«
β° Saturday the 7th @ 9am-3pm MST
π Hands-on Exercises, Guided Meditation π§π»ββοΈ, Sound Healing, and MORE!
π HealingWithAnuschka.eventbrite.com
